Emails from the ex

[Dan-Loves-Cat]

OK I kept trying to get my ex girlfriend back but she wouldn't reply to any of my emails. I am about to see a counsellor about my insecurities and paranoia which destroyed our relationship before and I told my ex in a email I was going to do this. She just wouldnt email me back but then last Thursday she sent me this and was happy I was going to see a professional...

Hello, the reason I have chosen not to speak is because im not being made to feel guilty. I think you know full well why we split up.. Its the same sort of thing but worse. I feel nothing. You pushed me further n further away! I kept trying to tell you but you choose not to listen and now its too late you decide you want to listen. I don't want this to end on a bad note but we can't get back together. I felt controlled last year I had to explain every single thing to you who I saw what I did so we split up last year, you said you would change and U did for a small time but then things got worse and piled up. I know you keep saying its about what happened in Oct and me not telling U but U should have taken it on ur own concience to realise it was your fault last October and U should have continued not to be so obsessive,paranoid and controlling. Its to late to change it now because I lost all feeling. Course I loved U, but its over and my feelings have gone. I care about you and want you to do well for yourself. Deep down im glad your goin to see someone for your own sake and to regain your life back. I need to rebuild my life too. You keep saying you won't do all these things but its too late. Go enjoy the olympics ant try to rebuild yourself back up with your freinds and family around you. I'm trying to enjoy my life and for your info im not talkin to any boys because im not ready too. I think you think I am just over it and R out talkin to any Tom dick or harry when im not. Please just stop Trying to make me feel guilty by ur letters and emails because it won't change this time. Who knows we might bump into one another in years to come and want to try again but we both need to move on with our lifes.
Take care of yourself and enjoy your future xx

I didn't bother replying as I was going to leave it a few days and then on Sunday she then emailed again with this....

Ok so I don't see us getting back together at all but id love to be friends, I still care about you... Do you think its possible to be friends?! Just a casual email and stuff?!
X

I still didn't reply as I was going to leave it a few days giving her space before I tried to email her to try get her back again. Then on yesterday morning before she was due to be at work she emailed me yet again with this...

I guess you have turned to hating me.. I just wana be friends without hurting one another, would be nice to know how your getting on but I guess if you don't wana talk that's fine, but we were friends for a long time before and I know a lot has happened between us but surely we can be friends again?! X

And then I planned on replying at the end of the week after leaving it a few days but only a day later (this morning) she has emailed me again with this....

guessing you really have moved on

I don't know what to make out of these emails? She left no kisses in that last one. Is she starting to miss me? Is there something I can do to get her back now? I really miss and love this girl to pieces, I really want to be with her so bad. We will have been broken up for 5 weeks this Saturday coming. Is she starting to have second thoughts on us being split up? She has sent me 4 emails since last Thursday and I've not replied once.

[MattMonster]

haha this girl is hung up on you still obviously! The funny part is that in her first email `SHE` was trying to dictate terms to you basically spelling out that you can't see eachother, etc. Now that you've given her the silent treatment she is turning it around. I would reply to her (if you want) and tell her how you feel.

[filler]

I think she just wanted to know how he was doing that's all and silent treatment for girls means hetrad no girl would wanna be hated for any reason

[Fruitsss]

i think u still have those issues for keeping stalking her to come back for such a
long time while she broke up with u.

so why keep annoying the person. move on dammit@@

u still paranoia and see hope in every mail.
u need to get help for yourself not to get woman.
cause at the end u will end alone cause no woman will take your shit so work on your
issues without looking for any girl.