Some of you know my situation...left a relationship of 24 years and see a FB guy...
Last Friday..I went to my fb mother with his sister, sister friend for a few drink...early evening my fb mother was too drunk and wanted to go to bed so we had to leave..so my bf sister (let call her Chant) and her friend (lets call her Miss) ...Chant said she need a ride home wich is 2 block away of where we were so i said i will drive you cause i know that my Fb was there they live together...but she choose to go with Miss..I wanted to continue having fun so I said ok they said she is just dropping me off...i said ok.... so i stay at the mom for like 30 min more and left...
On my way home I pass by the house and then notice that Miss car was park there..i was not impress that they just left me there and did not even invite me to go and knowing that my fb was there too..so..I was a bit upset... anyway..looking in my rear view mirror i notice my ex following me so i said to myself well if I drive around a few times by my fb slowly then my ex might think that i am going to his place...so i did...but then 3 times i pass my FB and Miss were outside and saw me...i felt weird..so I went around and the still looking for my ex and felt sick to my stomach i park my car...on the street not too far from my fb house...and then noticing that my ex has stop too i wanted to go see him and challenging him...
but what happen next was that I see the Miss leaving the house and then my fb too...I said ok what ever...i was park there looking for my ex...and then i said my fb with leave the other way....but no he comes my way... i was sick trowing up so i felt very ackward so i shoot my light and bent down like an ediot...because i did not want him to think i am a weirdo...
After he pass i wanted to go talk to him so I left still looking for my ex with no where to be found...so I try to see where my bf was but not where to be find either..so i went home..
Now the next days my mom fb goes Miss called me regarding something and she goes Me and my FB were outside of the house and saw frenchy pass by and Miss goes to fb he that frenchy and he goes ya i saw her 2 to 3 times passing by..and Miss goes what the heck is she spying on him and she start laughing and sait stalker...in a joking way... my mom's fb told me that..
So I told her mom ya I pass there because my ex was after me and that I wanted him to think i was going there so he can leave me alone..she laught and said...well i think if FB had problem with it he would of say something to me or i would of heard about it from someone i did not heard nothng other then what Miss said as a joke...
I saw him on Sunday we talk a bit and when he left he goes (Bye Frenchy) calling me by my name so I pay attention that he was saing bye..
and after this Wendesday i txt him say something as a joke that I bought my early X-Mast present and that I need to have some one opinion his reply was (hmmmmm lol) that was it...
Now I wonder if today i should txt him and ask him if he wants to go for drink I know he will say he's buzy...but if he does maybe I should say to him that I have the feeling that he does not want to see me anymore or been friend with me and if that how he feel I can backoff he just need to let me knonw...is it to blunt to say...
Now i feel like crap since last friday because he was park there cause by my ex I have a hard time eating and it keep bothering me...
What should i do...!!!!