So I've been with this girl for 6 months,
We decided around this time we would start sleeping together if the moment felt right for both of us,
I really love this girl, very different from my previous relationships.
I've had alot of sex in my previous relationships,
But I don't think I've ever satisfied my girls completely,
This is mostly due to my selective sexuality, I don't really enjoy sex an awfull lot, I was never really looking forward to doing it (selfish I know)
It's different with this girl though, I'm actually looking forward to it,
But I'm afraid I'm going to sorely dissapoint her, and it's eating away at me.
I'm no real physical prize, not incredibly fit, nor am I handsome,
i'm not exactly well hung, I think it's average, but I haven't seen enough to know,
I know she enjoyed it with her ex, and he was fit and had the stamina to keep going until she was satisfied.
I just want to know, what can I do to make it good for her?
I'm not fussed how it is for me,
I just don't want to get to the physical part of our relationship, and it hits the floor becuase I was no good i nthe sack.
I'm around 9 months out of practise,
All I've really got is to extend the foreplay as long as I can, appreciate all of her body (which trust me I do) and pray for the best,
Which I'm afraid isn't going to get me very far.
Granted I think she knows out first time wont be amazing, until we get to know each other better sexually, but I just want it to be the best it can be.
Our 6 months is actually my birthday,
I made the joke of it being my birthday present, but she said it would be too much pressure,
So it probably wont be on any special occassion.
Any tips and advice is really appreciated,
Thanks