I am 18 years old my girlfriend's 17 we first met in first year of high school we started to like each other and proceeded to date and now we've been together for 11 months.
At first it was really awesome I could feel that I really love her, and being loved back and I'm not talking about the beginning of our relationship but recently things started to get "loose" at least for me, it's just something I can't explain but I'll give you guys an example.. Her parents were leaving for a week long vacation, her mother simply asked me if I wanted to stay with her for a week, my girlfriend was really excited about this idea but I didn't like it at all, I couldn't simply refuse and say "I don't want to" as she would suspect something.. I blamed everything on my mother and said she wouldn't let me stay with her that long.. which is a lie because I didn't even ask her about it.
I can tell you one day I feel happy about our relationship but another it's just pain for me.. and there's even less of those "happy-days" also when she is asking me if anything's wrong, why are you sad ? I just blame it on something else to divert her attention, I can tell you when I met her she was chubby, but now she started gaining even more weight, I just can't stop thinking about other girls or either looking at them.. I keep thinking about new relationship more often. It's very hard for her to turn me on and even if she succeeds my erection won't last very long and I didn't have that problem with my ex. She is really into me and I don't want to hurt her feelings I don't know what to think about the whole situation.. Feel free to ask me any question..