Dear David

[Cestlavie]

It's been almost a year that we've broken up, and I still think about you everyday. I have accepted that we aren't good together, and I'm ok, but I do miss you. You came crashing into my life, and I gave my everything to you for almost two years. Those years meant more to me than my previous five-years relationship did. I realized that every time I'm describing my type of guy, I'm describing you. You made me fall so hard, and I love everything that you are, but at the same time it was what broke us apart.

I want to thank you for being stronger than me and letting me go. Thank you for not caving into me during my weakest moments. I know you'll never read this or when we'll see each other again, but I'm glad you were a part of my life. I just wonder sometimes if you think of me too.

[rob1984]

...why would you not tell david this ?

[Cestlavie]

Rob... Good question. We haven't spoken for so long, I don't want to impose on his life just because I still think of him.

[basilandthyme]

...why would you not tell david this ?

What would be the purpose of this? She knows that they aren't good together, so it's silly to involve him.

[rob1984]

well I dunno what was it that made you 2 not good together?

[Cestlavie]

We are too similar. Big personalities, hard headed, but I loved that he challenged me. At the same time, it clashes all the time. We lived together so there was no escape when we got into it.