Thinking about her alot

[Kromat83]

It has only been 10 days since we've been apart, and she's quite on my mind.

I'll have to last over 150 more days, until i see her again.

The thing i miss most, is holding her in my arms, being in my presence, and
not having to schedule times based on our time zones, like we do now.

Spent only 1 month with her, before she had to leave,
but it was some of the best times I've had in years.

Everything we did just clicked, there was barely any awkward
moments, and we just loved being in each others presence.

I hope the wait is worth it, as i better myself,
and keep very busy, so the days pass faster.

[heavymetalkid]

In these days when shes not physically with you, she could be your motivation. I've had that happen before. It's really hard but the payoff is definetaly worth it.

[Kromat83]

In these days when shes not physically with you, she could be your motivation. I've had that happen before. It's really hard but the payoff is definetaly worth it.

Your right about using it as motivation, as I'm planning to work more and finish the last bit of my schooling.
It wouldn't have been so bad if she decided to go back early, but she wanted to stay for 2 more months, but her family decided that she needed to go back home. I was still getting to know her, so I didn't want to ask her to live with me too soon, as this decision wasn't under my control. She got the news 5 days after I felt something was there with her, so the rebooking could have been planned way before.p.s. still not sure if she wants to be with me permanently.

[Boisdevie]

I think the OP doesn't understand how this forum works. Here's some advice. You ask us a question and we try out best to answer.