OKay, so those who do not remember the story you can easily go back and read it
Anyways.. So my wife took on a job she really has no interest in, ( selling cars ) she quit her old job and started there. She is not doing well obviously mostly due to lack of interest, but she is trying... She recently came to realize how insecure she really is.. there's this old guy there, who bosses her around, tells her to wipe the cars down ect.. and he's not even her boss. She said she has a hard time telling him no, as she keeps worrying what people will think of her and she does not want to be a bitch.. but knows she has to stand up for her self..
she feels so uncomfortable with customers, she feels stupid and things they are just going to laugh at her.. ( she's seeing her psychologist today again and will tell her this ) She is paranoid someone keeps looking at her weird.. she gained a few pounds where she is very uncomfortable now. Her real hair has been growing back now, so the wig looks weird on her she says and she worries people stare.
She feels useless, as people just take advantage over her and she cannot defend her self. She knows she has it in her, but is not used to being slightly over weight and her wearing a wig is starting to really get to her.. makes her feel very unpretty.
She let me read her journal, and its not great.. she wakes up sad and gets upset for no reason.. that her life is going no where.. I read how she was sorry for what she did, and how for the rest of her life she will have what she did on her shoulders and feels there is nothing she can do to make up for it. That I deserve better and she should be with a douche bag.
So what do you guys think of this info... How can I help her.. We have started exercising now, her mood seems better.. but she still feels like a **** all.
Do you think her actions a few months ago when she let the guy kiss her.. be a result of this real bad case of insecurty?