Hey, i am a 22 year old guy with 0 experience with dating (i've never kissed anyone until this girl, it's a shame, yeah)
I've meet this girl on skype, since the beginning when we started talking, she seems to be very mind open, we have changed a few calls through skype, texts, etc.
After 4 days, she gave me her cellphone number, she craved me to tell her a history to fall asleep, and so i did. Next day she told me that she was kidding to tell the history to her, but she enjoyed it, she was glad.
We have been talking through SMS, calls, etc. One day we decided that we should meet each other, and so we did. I picked her up from her class (She's 18) and we went to natural park, we laid down on the grass, side by side, talking to each other, it was a really nice afternoon for both of us.
After that day, we talking even more, we have meet more time, until one day, i was driving with her on the side, and she told me to pull over... and suddenly she kissed me, and i kissed her back (it was my first kiss, before that i've told her that i never kissed anyone, and she said that was no problem) we both enjoyed to be next to each other, i felt that she liked me. She spent some time in my house, she was always hugging me, she said that she loves to hug me because i am tall and she loved to be on her tiptoes.
One day, she invited me to a friend of hers party, and i went, we danced and drank (we were both sober, we only drank 2 beers) i've noticed that she was getting bored of being there, it was almost 3AM, and i asked her "it seems that you are sleepy, do you want me to get you home?" and she said "Sure, let's go".
When i drove her home, i stopped in a traffic light, when i was stopped, i looked at her, and she went in my direction and kissed me, i kissed her back, i've put my hand on her face reaching the neck, and i liked that moment very much
Once she got home, she called me because it was late, and she wanted me to get home without crashing my car (it's about 40 minutes of travel from her house to mine) i reached home, we felt asleep while we were talking on the phone.
From that day, she seemed to be much more disconnected from me, she used to text a lot, and now she doesn't, we spent over 70 hours on phone calling, and now not even 10 minutes we talk to each other. the next time i was with her i asked her "What's happening? why you don't talk how we used to?" she replied "When i kissed you for the second time, i felt nothing. I really like you, i do, but i think that is easier to maintain a friendship than a relationship"
I said "i really like you, you know that, i accept that we are just friends, but why don't you talk to me like we used to? before we kissed? it seems like that you only wanted to get to know me because you thought that you liked me, but you found out that you felt nothing for me by the kiss?"
I mean, i treat her like a queen, she asked me to be somewhere, i was there. she need a shoulder to cry on, i was there. She need to unburden some stuff, i was there.
And now, i feel if i don't start a conversation between us, i lose her. i really love her, and i don't want to lose her.
She said that she is under a lot of pressure on school and needed space.
If she kissed me, there's must be something that she feels about me.
Usually when i text her, she replied 30 minutes after TOPS!! Now, i will give you an example, i texted her at 9AM, she replied now, at 3.30PM
i don't know what to do, it seems that she fells something for me, and i love her. but i don't know if i continue to try to talk to her, or leave her alone
PS: Sorry for the long post, and the bad english!