So this is my story...
About a year ago I started to like one girl from my class and it has developed into a really strong crush. However, I've never let anyone know and I think I never really expected my love to be reciprocated. And I don't think I even wanted to, it was like a beautiful dream, I thought of her all time.
Some time ago we started to chat on the net a little. In the school we still more or less ignored one another and even on chat I didn't give away the smallest sign of my feelings but I enjoyed being in touch with her.
But everything nice ends. Three days ago, we had a little celebration with my friends and I got quite drunk. And while I was drunk I have told EVERYONE around that I crazily love that girl, that I want to **** her and a lot of things that I'd never let out of my mouth in sober state. (I didn't mention that I'm not exactly a heartbreaker and not at all so nasty.)
Of course it is now widely known and everybody makes fun of me, but what's worse, of her. They won't give her a breath! Now she acts really really cold to me and I am afraid that things will never be at least the way they had been.
Do you think that there is some way to undo the damage done? In one month our paths get split as we go each one to different university. I would like to close this chapter of my life in good way.
Please some advices.