i hate to admit but 8 years ago, i cheated on my ex. she wasnt perfect but she was the first girl who ever showed me unconditional love. she was loving, supporting, understanding, patient... she was my 2nd love and at the time, i was still young and wanted to explore so i cheated on her. since my relationship with her, ive never been able to find someone who could treat me as well as her. for the longest time, i lived in guilt feeling like she was the one i let get away. now that, i am older 26, women seem more complicated to date and have such high standards and demands, its hard to up keep and make them happy. sometimes i feel they are just being nice to me or using me for the moment.
i try to be positive but now im starting to feel hopeless. will i ever find true love again? help?