is she done?? What to do. :c

**yuiop** · 16-03-13, 03:27 AM

so this girl and me started talking for a bit and we both liked each other i asked her out of course but she said she wanted to stay friends because relationship ruins friendships and other guys she dated no longer talk but she still liked me more than just friends so we get the point where we really love each other shes told me i told her and we really do but she doesn't want to go out her mother ends up making her go out with this dude she didn't really like she didn't want me to know but i found out from her twin sister she broke up with him as soon as i told her i knew i was ok with it but she wasn't because she loved me not him that all happened in a week so then i ask her out and shes says the same thing as last time with ruining friendship but she thinks i might hurt her and i told her i wouldn't and she said thats what everyone else said before so was like ok lets be best friends for a bit and see how that goes we both still love each other so after a while i became a little insecure i said something about other guys and she said never worry about them because she loves me and shell never find someone like me ever then the next day her old bf from the military comes back he tells her he loves her shes confused i tell her go with your heart she goes back out with him she still loves me then couple days later i text her saying why do you even care about me she gets mad wont talk to me after some days of asking whats wrong i get her to text me saying shes tired of my insecurities like calling myself a idiot and doubting her feelings because she really loves me i really love her so i stopped with all the insecurities she breaks up with the army boyfriend and she asked me out but she thinks i might like this other girl because i talked about her sometimes about how she might like me but i proved to her i love her and nonone else she said lets see how things go and that she needs her best friend before i become her bf so we doing good and then something seems to be bothering her shes not really talking when i asked her she said i wouldn't understand i thought it was another guy so i keep asking she stops talking to me for a while i get a little pissed but i get it out of her she has a tumor so i apologize and during this time one of her good male friends ask her out and she said no but she ends up going out with him just to try it i didnt know about this until after the whole tumor thing so its almost Valentines day and we've been back to talking like usual i told her i loved her and she got a little awkward so whatever we talk about the gifts were gonna get for each other and shes says its not all about the gifts she just loves me so valentines day comes around and she loved what i got her and she says its the best things shes ever gotten later on in the day i ask her if she stills likes me and her response was not like that anymore so i asked if she still loved me she said yes but not like relationship wise she loves me as a best friend im upset heartbroken so after school that day i text her saying have you just been trying to get rid of me she gets pissed that i said that because that's not it she really did love me just as a friend now so we say lets be best friends and she needs some time from me so we don't really talk anymore in class or anything but i did get a lot closer to her twin sister during all of this so i text her about how come we don't talk and stuff she never responds and keep in mind shes still going out with this dude from the tumor situation so i keep texting asking and one day my friend talk to her about me and she says she loves me and im like a best friend but im all annoying so a week later i ask what am i doing that's so annoying and she says to go read a book or do something so i go off on her saying shes not helping with the friendship and she doesn't care she says shes done because i said she doesn't care so the its almost her birthday for her and her twin sister so i give them some money and a card the next day she texts saying just know i cant stay mad at you so anyway the twin sister invites me to her birthday dinner the day before she had a party i wasn't invited to so i when i show up to dinner i wast expecting her to be there so i brought a friend she was there and during the dinner she wouldn't respond to anything i said to her she was looking at me during the dinner and she ended up replying to somethings i said that night i asked if she was completely done with me she said i still dont wanna talk to you soooo i said since youve been going out with that guy we dont talk anymore like how dinner was is how our convos are were drifting apart and i dont want to... yeah all that mess so she doesnt reply her birthday was yesterday i made her a poem and wished happy b day no thank or anything so know i wondering what i should do