So, I took myself to a therapist (yesterday) about many things and we discussed the situation I'm in with my bf that I'm on a break with in addition to many other topics. I felt good I got a lot of things out about everything in my life and I felt like I had some clarity yesterday about the challenges that would.be faced moving forward with my bf. And I kept thinking that this break is going to help me grow and its a benefit to me though he requested the break. I even saw how we couldn't keep going on how we were and at one point I was thankful that he initiated the break.
Today I'm back to feeling sadness and regret that things turned out this way. It's usually worse in the morning for me. I don't know why but later on toward the afternoon I start to feel better. I just have so many emotions. It's up and down throughout the day. This morning I thought I was sick because I woke up and felt like a train hit me.
What things did you do to keep the ex off your mind during the healing process?