If and when I do leave this forum site. I wanna get one thing clear in your heads (not that it matters) I am not looking for sympathy at all. Too strong Have always done what I wanted and eventually get what I want in a smooth manner where no one become devastated. Secondly, too strong to be looking for someone to lean on for sympathy. I merely got on here just to hear some interesting views. Someones opinion does not necessaarily change my life. that is between me and a stronger force than us. Meaning God in my case. Some of you don;t get into that and that's your life. Read your guidelines as well and look where it states vulgar or profane language which many of you have used. Not that it matters to me cause it's funny to me! But I am sure administration will be looking at it no matter what justifications you have your using itl Peace out!