Broke up a while back with my ex, she subsequently started seeing someone else and I made the rookie mistake of begging for her back as soon as she told me.
She said she wanted space so I gave it, sending her a text once a week for a fortnight after. At that point I went NC cuz I got no reply. That worked well cuz she then started blocking and unblocking me on Facebook. I assumed that was her curiosity getting the better of her.
In march it was her sons bday so I contacted out of the blue to arrange a gift and she responded well to it saying that was fine but she wasn't ready to see me yet.
Since then we've shared a couple of text conversations with nothing serious. I blocked her for a week on fb prior to that cuz it was driving me crazy, petty I know, but when I unblocked her she blocked me within half an hour. Since then unblocked. And no further action on Facebook.
But its the text thing that gets me, I instigate the texting which is weak of me I know but I can't stop thinking about her.
I'm doing stuff to keep busy and try and move on.
What's going thru her head? Have I become too familiar? Do i need to go NC again?