He left you and dont deserve you. Even this moment of doubt was enought to not deserve you. Best thing you can do is stop loving something thats not even here and love person who is with you - yourself. Thats the best revenge and even best way how to get ex back. Better dont hope but just face the facts and act acordingly. Reality is stronger than illusion. Basicaly keep yourself beautiful just taking care of yourself is good therapy. In this way you could have him but wont need him. If you become miserable than you will need him more than ever but couldnt have him.
Anyway its not your fault. Thats how everyone thinks from beggining until starts to see cleary again realizes that its 50/50 efford. You need that inner peace and so understand you are good - you tried hard, you wanted it, you have sensitive heart and ability to love but partner just was too blind too see the daimond infront of him(too stupid to understand how much your soul could give to him), so dont make inner conflict by feeling guilty and thinking it was your fault.
Last edited by pcmaster; 27-04-13 at 07:19 AM.
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will