GoodBye friends.

[pcmaster]

Guys Its been pleasure to be here and post, give advice, laugh, share my pain and feel others, giving advice and helping. This forum helped fill my passion to help others and fill some insomnia nights with passionate posting. I learned a lot, something to that would change my life year ago. But I know better now and this knowledge will be my guide and armor in the future.

Now I have to say bye. Going to Greece tomorrow for five months to work in hotel. I'm going to leave laptop behind, have enough information in mind already just have to process it. I'll be living at the beach and that's all I need. Its time to use all this love knowledge in life.

I would like to say special thanks to those guys who made this forum special and really enjoyable:

Michelle23 for her beautiful mind and injecting forum with thousands of usefull posts in short period of time.

Basilandthyme for sharing her huge life expierience and common sense.

Rowen for changing my thoughts about gays and showing clear intelligend mind.

Smackie9 for being simply open minded and truthful

LoveReject for balancing all this goodness with negativity and weakness making others feel comfortable and superioir next to him

Valixy for hight quality posts and giving her best every single time

Toknow and Princess Kiara for their childish optimism and naivness that make me laught and learn.

Take care !

Also lots of information and knowledge came from youtube videos like - RSD(real social dynamics) especially RSDjulien, SimplePickup inspiring guys, Sasha Daygame with his direct no BS approach, Elliott Hulse philosophy.

Sometimes one hello makes you never want to say goodbye.

[lamobatsman]

tc buddy. good luck with everything

[smackie9]

Greece is beautiful.....you will have a gret time working there for sure. peace.

[michelle23]

best of luck pcmaster. ill miss your positivity and open mindedness. have a great time

[Rowen]

Have a wonderful time in Greece, PC. I'm sure you'll find it just as beautiful as I did.
It's been a pleasure posting with you on this forum.

[basilandthyme]

I'm so envious of you. Have a wonderful time over there.

You'll be missed.

[Boisdevie]

Greece is a lovely place. When I get my next paycheck I'm gonna buy the entire country. Shouldn't cost me more than 1000e I reckon.

[Valixy]

Just saw your post, PC... I wish you a great time!

[pcmaster]

I'm back ! Came home before hour. It was an amazing month in Greece. First two and last two days was the best. It's because in first days I met lots of cool guys who became my friends later. And in last two days I met girl from Hungaria who changed my world. She was the one but I did quit job already and ticked was already bought. I went to her room(we lived in hotel) called her out we spoke useless BS for hour and there was one last thing I wanted to say before leaving - I kissed her and it went with a flow again with all the way positive emotions. I went to bus and missed it after while(she saw me from her room window in bus stop) she came to spend some more time. In this month there was two more girls I liked. First one was fat Greece girl. She gave me her beautiful smile that made me dream and she was the first girl I spoke to in arrival day. It was pretty fun sometimes but that was just influation cause she liked my attention, looks, voice tone, gently touch but she didn't speak english much so it was impossible. The second girl was from Ukraine. Skiny one but very brave talkative girl and we spoke russian a lot. We worked together and made a great team. But she was workaholic and one day I pulled sickie at work so the boss wanted her to replace me. This was a killer I think. She came to work crying that she works for 13 hours a day and 11 days with no days offs already. While I went to the beach with guys Anyway she said if she don't get overtime she leaves and because of that job never wants to work as a cook again. Guess she didn't get paid extra cause after month she disappeared(contract was for 5 months till the end of the season). Plus she had crappy contract cause she came as a student for practice so she got paid even less than lazy me who worked 8-10 hours a day. I missed her teamwork.

Anyway last two days were so cool. I met beautiful girl in hotel hall and spoke with her straight away. No second was wasted. She was very responsive but after few seconds driver came from nowhere and took her to other hotel(for dinner) where we worked. He offered go with them but when I quickly returned from my room(to change clothes and lock it) the car was already sighting out. Later she told me she told driver to wait for me but he didn't. Anyway I wanted to know her name and I was lucky to meet her again that day. She had a difficult name but she said it very beautiful and it was better than the music. We talked for 3 hours. It was so easy to speak with her. She have lovely voice and great smile. Strong energy was coming from her, I had a hard on and I wanted to kiss her so much and touch her.(Something I never felt with previous two girls*) Plus she had short shorts on and she was complaining about her white legs(it was her first day in HOT Greece). For me they were perfect so I said :" You have very beautiful legs" I touched one. She had a little puzzled look in her face so I said:" You have to belive me, I don't lie." She smilled and her lips trembled when she did. - It touched her heart. Now she was standing right in front of me while I was sitting and her smile and stance was confident. And she talked even more. I complimented her voice. Smell of the hair. Intelligence. Good english. All these compliments came out naturally. Because all of it is true all the good things I said to her was well good deserved.

There was two strange things about her - she was addicted to Milka cow chocolate. And she believed that weather can be changed with rocket. She said that at london olympics there was 25c cause they changed the weather with rockets. I didn't believe in that but at least I believed that she believes in it. Anyway she changed my weather that's for sure. I liked everything that made her different from other girls and these was one of these things.

Anyway I quit the work cause it was not in my heart anymore. I didn't wanted to leave heartbroken by job like that workaholic girl who never had time for guys outside the work. It wasnt worth it. They didn't appreciate what I did for them. Not with money and not with attitude or work conditions we had to work in. But they asked a lot from us more and more every day. Zero ****s was given when we told what we need. The problem was that hotel was both by germans this year and they cut the staff and money. Just in first days of new hotle lot of old staff quit cause it wasnt the same anymore. Now the same amount of work is done by fewer people who's less experienced. As result managers got fcked cause things cant be done in time this way. So they have to fck workers, trick them to work more. I ended up working 1-2 extra hours(non paid) per day just to ensure my responsibilities are done. Old staff does 3-4 extra hours. Oh lets not talk about the doomed ones.

Anyway I came to Greece more because of girls not work. Agency told us - sunshine, beach real paradise is waiting for us there. But that's a trap, in reality we get one day off per week(its nothing) and there's no much energy for all the other things cause of previous fcking policy. Only when I quit work one week before I quit Greece I started to really live. Cause that's when I followed my heart. When things you do are not appreciated you have to stop doing these things. It was the right move. Only then I noticed how great country Greece really are. How easy to fall in love in these high summer temperatures and feel like a happy, confident human when you have all that spare energy and you are not treated like a slave at work.
I didn't wanted to be them or what they wanted me to be. I wanted to be best me possible. And that's who I stopped to lose myself when stopped to be afraid to lose job, even more I became me and even more person than ever when I was brave enough to follow my heart(quit job and hang out with girls). I noticed that at times I started to lose confidence at work, low energy, tired looks, bad attitude from bosses that's what caused it. Its impossible to make or keep healthy relationship with a girls(even with friends) in this situation. It's a real killer and it killed my dreams year ago. This new girl helped me forget the girl year ago I lost because of workaholism. It was the first day of my life when I forget to think about the old girl and mistakes.

From this trip to Greece I learned that confidence is much more than money. Being yourself is a real freedom that's the real life, with no borders to your dreams.
I will find twice better job and I'm meeting new girls every day. I have the confidence to do anything now !




*There was one waitress who was wearing black dress after work. It looked so hot on her. Every time I came close to pass by I felt so much sexual tension. I was able to feel it in the air it was impossible to move fast near her. I just wanted to kiss her press her against the wall and don't stop. But what do you want in country where temperature is 31 c in shade. Hormones get real high at these summer temperatures. Chemical processes happens faster at higher temperatures and body produce more hormones too.

[michelle23]

That is great pcmaster happy for you

[Valixy]

I enjoyed the reading, pc... Welcome back