Hi Guys,
Ill give a brief induction into my current situation with the love of my life. Ok so here goes, I was dating a girl for aroud 7 months completely fell for her, So I thought the next step was a relatonship, This went wrong she said see how it goes, I put abit too much pressure on her, ended up not seeing her again, well only briefly anyhow.
I continued to speak with her for on chat almost everyday, she then moved away and I never seen her for 1 year, as she moved away and is still away she recently visited me and stayed over, was amazing brought back all old feelings. Then I went to visit her in poland am currently living in Ireland, stayed at her place for 5 days, was like we was too love struck teenagers both late 20's. Had time of my life and what I can read believe she did too, she has since said this.
However one night we went out with her friends and she would not kiss touch me or anything like that, was like she was embarresed about me, so sought of never spoke for the rest of the night out, then in the club I told her I HAD STRONG FEELINGS? Right wrong? we then had a great night. She confuses me big time.
Am not sure how she took it but i now now she knows how i feel, As i have since told her again on chat.
The thing is she lives in another country and I have no clue how she feels about me, Should i pursue this as i can only see it ending in one way me getting hurt again.
I truly would like to spen the rest of my life with her.
Advice would be great.
Thanks.