Yea man, I mean come on. You don't sound like you have it that bad. You are sitting there typing your thoughts on the internet. That alone means you are not poor to the point of desperation, you are not mentally handicapped, you are not blind, and you aren't missing your arms. I'm willing to bet you are a fully able bodied person aren't you? Yet, you want to go an kill yourself? Life could be a lot worse buddy. What is the REAL problem here? Are you just upset about a recent bad break up or something and saying these things just because you are depressed?
Regardless of your issues, just focus on one problem at a time, fix it, then move to the next. That simple.