you will have to read my last post to understand this. i'm missing him so much, it hurts so bad. he's telling me he needs space and to not talk would be a good idea but i'm honestly so hurt and all i want to do is just talk to him.he is the only one who could help how i feel right now and i don't have him anymore nun of my friends are around, the weather is terrible so i can't go out. there's nothing to watch on tv. i'm just lost and don't know how to cope with this, it's honestly hurting so much. i was so tempted to talk to him but i cannot risk feeling any worse. i just want him to talk to me, for everything to be ok because right now with how i'm feeling i don't even feel safe.