Hello friends,
I recently broke up with my ex boyfriend number 2 because I've been thinking about my ex boyfriend number 1 a lot lately. So I started flirting with my ex boyfriend number 1 and then we started talking about having sex with each other. Then we did it when he came over to my place. I was wanting something more than just sex. I wanted him to be my boyfriend but I knew that he didn't and I was okay with us just being friends. After we did it, I texted him and he didn't get back to me in two weeks. I then facebooked him and asked if he was mad at me because he did not text me for two weeks and we like used to text each other like everyday. He finally replied back to me and he said that he felt bad after we did it and that he doesn't have time to think about these things. I felt bad that he felt bad so I offered to help like listen if he wanted to talk about it but he did not want to talk about it. Then he sent me a msg on facebook saying not to worry about it and that his brain filters out irrelevant details in his life and that we could still be friends and he'll talk to me when he's ready. I was so sad and anger when I read this message. I feel like he doesn't care about me and he sees me as irrelevant. I honestly still wanna be friends with him. I think I still love him but I feel like I just lost a friend. Please help!