I still miss you so much. It's still hard for me to imagine that you are not going to be a part of my life... I wish things were different. I wish u never hit me. I wish u never treated me badly.
I know you miss me too. I know you're now regretful for what you did. but for what use now?
I wish I could see you just one more time and call you my baby.
I can't believe it still hurts like hell when i think about u.
I can't believe that i feel like i'm cheating on you if i think about getting to know another guy.
I swear that ur the devil. Sometimes i think of how mean u were to me at the times when i needed u most, and you would simply leave me in agony. u knew how much i loved u and u abused that. sometimes i wonder how the hell i put up with u for 2 years and kept on loving and supporting u.
what do i do when i miss like that? what do i do when i know ur still thinking about me? my baby... that was never love that u gave me. and ur right, our magic was an illusion... but it was i who was illusioned, not u. bcz u know what? u'll never find anyone like me, and u'll never be loved the way like i did.