My "girlfriend up until Monday" and I got into an argument this past Saturday via text. I was texting "intimately" while she was out with friends, she didn't really think anything of it at first but then became annoyed. She usually does this stuff with me and I'm not the one who often starts intimate phone talks. Then she said "please stop I'm out with friends this is so disrespectful." I said "you're right, you're right." And she said then why the f*** would you talk to me like that. I told her to not cuss at me in that way. She said "you're an a*****e." Then I replied something I admit was mean too. Dropped a few f-bombs and was probably rude which isn't my usual demeanor.
The next day I saw that she blocked me on FaceBook, which doing so removes you as a friend. She wouldn't respond to my texts. The next day she finally did when I apologized. I said, "I apologize about being disrespectful the other night will you accept my apology" and she said "no." I then went on to say that I realize how I must have hurt her while she was out with friends. She replied "I'm just done, I don't care anymore."
I replied without communication how I've become emotionally fatigued and that the past month I've felt neglected, that I love and care for her and this is very difficult but I'm ending our relationship. She said "okay, bye." I replied it's not like I'm leaving the planet goodbye and she said ok.
I sent her a picture message from my recent vacation this past weekend of a museum exhibit the following day. She has since I believe blocked me via her phone, which means I cannot call, text, or message in anyway. The only thing I know of is e-mail now.
I should not feel this way but she's making me feel like I'm a crazy needy person trying to get ahold of her. This is untrue as I'm a very independent person. I'm not sure what to think of this situation or what next steps to take. I understand I need to be patient but am searching some advice from females on how to handle this situation. Hence, looking for answer.
Is it childish that she replied in monosyllabic answers? I am a person who prefers to communicate in order to work out problems even if something can't come to an agreement. Not blocking on FaceBook or telephone. For example, if she would have said, "I understand your thoughts and I'm concerned with the way our relationship is headed, I think it is best for us to also end the relationship." Other than "okay, bye"
I've told her before that I do make mistakes but I always want to learn from my mistakes to prevent them in the future. I feel her communication recently has not been the same. A day or two before this all happened we ended the phone conversation with an "I love you" as well.
Please females help me analyze this and look for the next step. Thank you!