My ex and i have broken up for 2years... recently he msg me that he still love and miss me lots... but i know he has a girlfriend whom he has been for 1year+...
Between me and him, loads of things had happened, when we were together, we broke and patch back for 3times... due to kidish reasons... maybe bcos at that time, we are still young, only 16-17...
But 2years past since the last breakup, we are still good friends and the gal he's with is now a 17years old gal, she aren't mature or understanding, basically bcos she don't think her age and he's her first love. ( Ben & I have know each other for a total of 4years )
At that time when my ex (Ben) told me he still love me, i got shocked and the 1st idea in my mind is.... what about his girlfriend?
I don't know why i thought of her, maybe i just don't want her to get hurt.
So i asked to meet up with Ben and yesterday we met to solve all this.
Even though in both our hearts, we still love each other but we too understand since there's someone involve in it, it's best that he stick with her, i agree to that. To him, he has feelings for her but regardless how he tried, he just aren't able to forget me and to accept her totally...
That i find it sad... it's as though he's cheating on her... i find myself feeling guilty
I really do miss his warmth, his touch and everything else... but the fact is he's not mine...
Friends who knew about this, told me to wait for him as they think he'll eventually be back with me... i hope it'll happen but i'm just scared...
Should i wait for him?
It's as though the both of us is fated to know each other... but i'm scared that we aren't fated to be together...
Guys & Gals.. please give me suggestions...
Thanx... :cry:
-Yun-