so i've been seeing a younger woman for the past 2 years we've had some great times and some rough times i can honestly say that thanks to her i've had some of the happiest times of my life but it all started to unravel a month ago when i discovered as an answer to her money worries she'd created a profile on an escorting website,hit me like a sledgehammer i should have walked away immediately but love her too much and couldn't instead i've had to cope with a month of lying,arguments,paranoia (on my part) and its all come to an end anyway,feel like shes a completely different girl to the one i fell for but i still miss her like crazy and the thought of never seeing her again is crucifying me and giving me weird panicky feelings,all break ups are horrible i know but the additional pain of knowing shes sleeping with several strange men a day is something i'm finding very painful