I am 21 and my girlfriend is 19. We are in college. We have been dating for almost exactly a year, and it has been the best year of my life. She was my first serious girlfriend, and also the girl I lost my virginity too. She has had a few boyfriends before me. Up until about a month ago, our relationship was perfect. She was my best friend, we were so in love, and she was so fun to be around and affectionate. She is extremely attractive, all my friends are so jealous, I will never find a girl like her again she is literally perfect, short, dirty blonde, beautiful exotic face, amazing body, and she is so sweet, I love her so much. We have been through a lot together, her parents got divorced, she wanted to transfer schools but didn't get in, she describes the last year of her life as "miserable" but I have always been there for her.
Anyways recently she has suggested that we take breaks. We keep not speaking during the week but then end up talking/hanging out while drunk on the weekends. She has recently said that she just sees me as a friend, and it is painfully obvious when we hangout. We haven't had sex in about 6 weeks, it seems that all of her love/attraction for me is gone. She says she wants to be single so she can focus on herself for once, since her life has been so miserable. I just don't know what to do anymore, we had a plan to date for the year and then take a 2 year break once I graduated and she would still be in college, and then try to get back together after that. She used to say she wanted to marry me, and now she doesn't even love me.
She keeps saying people change, that it isn't her fault, that it is her, not me. I just cannot accept that my girlfriend who used to be so in love with me all of a sudden sees me as a friend, like it hurts so much. She says she wants this relationship to work out, but doesn't think it will. She has just changed so much, I have done nothing wrong, she says I am perfect, it's all her. I don't know what to do. We are currently on a break until Saturday when she agreed to come to my fraternity's date night with me. I see it as my last chance of keeping the thing most important to me in this world.
What should I do, I can't lose her, I really can't