help!!!!

[lilwing89]

ok well first of all my name is nate. im a sophomore right now in highschool. there is this girl at my school(its a really small town, so its grades k-12) thats in the 8th grade that i have a crush on. i talk to her quite a lot on the internet and say hi to her when i see her in school. and i have hung out with her before. ive had 2 gfs before but shes never had a bf. i dont know if she likes me or not because i asked and she just said "common sense, nate, common sense". but she looks at me a lot when im around, and i went to her concert the other night and while she was singing in the chorus or playing piccolo in the band, i noticed she looked at me a lot. ive known her for a month atleast now. we have a lot of common interests, and many things in common, but i live 20 minutes away from town. this summer we are taking drivers ed together, and we have an hour period between the 2 classes every day and we are making plans to hang out then, and also planning to hang out on july 4th at her uncles(that she doesnt know very much) who lives over by me. she smiles whenever i see her at school, we just seem like we would make a good couple. when i was mentioning she should come out and hang out with me when my mom leaves, she mentioned that her mom is afraid of her getting raped or something, and im like not here in the middle of nowhere, and she said yea, both u and i kno someone that got raped here, so im like who, and shes like im not telling, so im like why not and shes like because maybe that person doesnt want you to know (so now i think she mightve been raped and thats kinda why she is acting like this) but i told her about my past gfs and how we broke up, and a lil bit of my past life, and she says she doesnt deserve me and i deserve better, and i totally disagree! i have the whole conversation from msn, and i am going to share it with you all.
(the convo is in the next post)
what do you think? do you think she likes me? or wahts her deal, please tell me i am really confused...what should i do HELP!!!!
nate

[lilwing89]

lexi* organi: for real... would u like it if everytime a
guy talks to u the convo starts as HEY SEXY LEXI?? i
dont think so.
Nate: actually i wouldnt mind
lexi*: my answer is usually: WHAT
lexi*: lol
Nate: and well it would be a change from being
called UGLY and DEMENTED for a change...
lexi*: duh ur not called ugly or demented
lexi*: duhduhduhduhduhduh
Nate: actually i am.
lexi*: duh by who
Nate: lots of ppl
lexi*: like?
Nate: mostly ppl i try to become friends with
and stuff
Nate: or like if i walk up and try to make some
friends their like ur ugly and demented
lexi*: duh
lexi*: no ur not
lexi*: thats bs
Nate: no joke
lexi*: bsbsbsbsbsbsbsbsbs
Nate: im not messing around
Nate: y do u think im quiet?
lexi*: well ur not ugly or demented jeeze
Nate: well ur like the only person that says
that
lexi*: duh
lexi*: i bet not
Nate: whats the duh for?
lexi*: because
lexi*: its not true
Nate: prove it
lexi*: i just know im not the only one that
doesnt think so
Nate: well i dont!
Nate: nobody tells me
lexi*: tells u what?
Nate: anything that besides im ugly
lexi*: well w/e its not true anyways
Nate: well if thats all u heard all flippin day
wouldnt u believe it
lexi*: i do hear that alot too.... ppl in skool
think im like ugly... and dont say bs because its
true... the only guys that think im hott dont live here
Nate: i do
Nate: i think your beautiful
lexi*: well thats about 1 in a million
Nate: wellgosh its like a golden wing ship is
passing ur way and it really doesnt have to stop but it
did
lexi*: huh
Nate: lol
lexi*: lol
Nate: opportunity
Nate: u now have the opportunity to go out with
a guy near u that likes u
Nate: :-O
Nate: lol
lexi*: god nate.....lol idk what to say
lexi*: to that one
Nate: lol im saying give me a chance
Nate: i know how to treat a lady
lexi*: ik u do
Nate: well garsh...
Nate: hey are the guys
Nate: u meet like from far away over the
internet
lexi*: no
Nate: k
Nate: well idont know how long ill be here
lexi*: well jeeze nate im not good with
decisions
lexi*: lol
Nate: lol
Nate: well i think its somehting in the past
thats making u uncomfortable and unable to choose
lexi*: idk
Nate: well wahtever it is, i just want u to know
i would never do anything to hurt u
lexi*: ik u wouldnt
Nate: lol ok
Nate: maybe it will work out..
lexi* organi: maybe..
Nate: ok well ill do anything for u so ill be
right here waitin..
lexi*: omg... dont wait for me lol it might be
awhile
Nate: lol y
lexi*: cuz
Nate: ..
Nate: u can tell me
lexi*: idk just cuz
Nate: well i got nothing else to wait for,
nothing else to lose
lexi*: ok then if u wanna wait lol....ur choice
Nate: lol will u tell me what it is i feel like
ur hiding somethin from me
lexi*: no its nothing
Nate: ok
Nate: have u ever kissed a guy (family dont
count lol)
lexi*: lol no
lexi*: that was random lol
Nate: lol i kno
Nate: i only had 2 gfs my whole life lol and
kissing is like the farthest its gone
lexi*: ic
Nate: yea i wish i never went out with either of
them
lexi*: y not?
Nate: well 1 used me then dumped me for someone
better, the other one liked my bro and lied about
everything(including her age)
lexi*: omg
lexi*: real age?
Nate: yea
Nate: really
Nate: she lied about liking me too she never
liked me she liked my bro and didnt tell me til 3 months
after i got emotionally attached
Nate: went out for 4 months
lexi*: omg
Nate: the other one was a week i found out fast
Nate: yea
Nate: it sucks..
lexi*: it must
Nate: yea really...i was to the point of
suicide
lexi*: omg.... really?
Nate: yea u will never guess what stopped me
lexi*: what did
lexi*: ?
Nate: well my dad called the house when everyone
was gone except me i was just about to hang myself then
my dad called and wanted to know if i wanted to visit
him in the summer
Nate: so i said yea (being dumb not thinking
about how much he ignored me), so i go there last july
right?
Nate: and he isnt there the whole flippin time
and when he was he was either high or threatening to
beat me and my bro up
Nate: and now im out here
lexi*: omg im so sorry
Nate: please dont tell anyone tho i feel like ur
one of my best friends and i can trust u
lexi*: ok
Nate: i think i actually like gettysburg tho cuz
im not called ugly or demented as much as i was
Nate: but my parents are fighting over something
i dont know what it is(dont tell anyone) but my mom has
talked about moving back to ohio
lexi*: when??
Nate: shes just talked about it
lexi*: no when would u?
Nate: but i wanna stay cuz ur here
Nate: idk
Nate: so yea..
Nate: nwo i feel like i said too much
Nate: lol
lexi*: its ok..
lexi*: i just dk what to say to that
Nate: lol...
Nate.: i understand
Nate: i look back and i cant believe it
lexi*: nate... u know....i dont think im the
right girl for u... u deserve better
Nate: y do u say that
lexi*: because u do
lexi*: u deserve so much better than me
Nate: no...u deserve way more than me
lexi*: not
lexi*: im serious
Nate: me too
Nate: but y do u think that
Nate: ?
lexi*: because its true! i mean.... idk....i just
know that u can do better... ur really cool and nice and
stuff
Nate: ur really cool and nice and stuff
Nate: and beautiful
Nate: people arent nice
lexi*: no....nate im for real....u deserve so
much more than me
Nate: ive lived in one of the biggest cities in
the US for most of my life i kno
Nate. tonigh: and i actually honestly have no idea what
ur talking about u dont deserve me or whatever
lexi*: well...obviously u dont think much of
urself.... u r way cooler than u think
Nate: ya same to u!
Nate: ur one of the coolest ppl i kno
Nate: ok?
lexi*: well im not that great and nice and
beautiful and w/e...
Nate: ur willing to die for
Nate: worth*
lexi*: god dont say that
Nate: well to me u are
Nate: i understand how u feel...cuz i feel...the
exact same way u do!
Nate: lol
Nate: we both think we are unworthy of
eachother
Nate: do u like me?
lexi*: well guess what? i have learned alot in my
life. like being beautiful means nothing. i am so sick
of guys, relativess, every damn person ik saying that...
because it doesnt mean anything. but u have alot more
than i do
Nate: i didnt say taht was all u were, i said u
were NICE, i said u were COOL, ur also fun to be around,
easy to talk to, u have a fun personality, u have a cute
voice, and sht like that
Nate: and what do i have more of
lexi*: god ik but u have so much more than me!!!
lexi*: everything!
Nate: like what
lexi*: jesus christ nate just agree with me
Nate: never!
lexi*: yes!
Nate: what the **** do i have that u dont have
lexi*: u have been thru alot more than me and u
are still a better person than i am... ur nice... u are
nice to me... and how u got attached to that girl like
that... no guy i ahve ever known would ever love a girl
like that
lexi*: so what can u say to that one?
Nate: nobody is better than anyone, nobody is
perfect, and i wish i had never gone through my shitfull
life i wish i was never born
lexi*: dont say that
Nate: its true
Nate: nobody is perfect
lexi*: i realize that
Nate: u cant just look at somebody "oo yea their
so perfect" i cna find a flaw in every single person
lexi*: ik
Nate: nobody is better than anyone
Nate: we are all human being
Nate: im not some kind of god
lexi*: i never said that... but ur so much better
than other guys
Nate: yea well ur soo much better than other
girls
lexi*: u dont have to say it... but please hear
me out when i saythat
Nate: yea i hear u
Nate. tonigh: but ur better than other girls!
lexi*: but.... if u put us into a co-ed group of
comparison.. u deserve better than me. lol
Nate: no i dont
lexi*: yes!
Nate: no
Nate: maybe i want u
Nate: actually i do
lexi*: listen... i g2g to practice now...
Nate: well i dont deserve better than u and i
want u end of discussion
Nate: can i talk to u later?
lexi*: not about this discussion
lexi*: but maybe
Nate: ok
Nate: well i want u
lexi*: before i go.... please dont say that it
makes me feel like a horrible person for not saying yes
to u yet ok?
Nate: ..
Nate: ur not a horrible person
Nate: u should actually feel glad that i want u
lexi*: nate i have to go
lexi*: bye
Nate: lol ok bye byes

[Kiechi]

1. Please post the thread in the appropiate forum section.
2. You don't actually think people are going to read that conversation do you?
3. I'm moving this to the dating section.

[cutiekitti16]

Good luck with her!!

[Junket]

Go away.
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[cu_tigers90]

Wow, dude. You are waaaaaaay too dramatic. You're probably creeping her out. Quit feeling so sorry for yourself. Girls like a guy with confidence, not a guy who talks bad about himself all of the time. You've got to make her think you're hot stuff.