I have had a crush on a girl for a few months now. I recently got a new job and she is also working there. When I first saw her, my jaw dropped. I could not believe my eyes. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. Not hot. Beautiful. Usually I am a shy person, but during the lunch break I went and sat with her. She was sitting alone, although she usually sits with her girlfriends. It was not an awkward conversation. We were chatting back and forth. Few days later I found out that we have been going to the same kindergarten together and we used to play a whole lot together when we were about 2 or 3 years old. When I was about that age my mother and I moved to another town. We have just recently moved back. Apparently I was sort of in love with this girl in kindergarten too. My grandmother told me that I always talked about her and always played with her. I told her this, but she could not really remember. Anyway... We had a Christmas party at the work place and we hung out a lot of the time. She gave me a few hugs and we talked and had fun. I had feelings for her before the party, but those feelings just skyrocketed after the party. Here is the sad part though... She has a boyfriend. She has had the same boyfriend for 8 years! Me and the girl are the same age. I am only half a year older than her. She had a birthday a few days ago and I bought her a present. Nothing big really. I did not know if I should, but I did. I cannot get her out of my head! I do not want to get her out of my head! She is perfect! The most beautiful girl I have ever seen and really really sweet.
Any advice on what to do? This is by the way the biggest crush I have ever had on a girl. I have never developed such strong feelings for a girl in such a short time. I have actually never had such strong feelings for a girl at all! I cannot just forget about her!