This is where I am having a hard time, I still deeply love him and I see hints from him that he loves me.
I have really no other friends other then him, and I dont even know how to drive so I am pretty much confined to my parents house doing online school.
OP: I think you should stop dating all together until you've made a life that you're happy with without a man. You need to be happy and fulfilled in your own skin before you'll ever be able to make someone else happy. Making a man your whole life, putting that burden on him is a heavy load to expect someone to bear.
Adding: Get your drivers license, join a gym, take some special interest classes that teach something you've always wanted to learn that are fun, join a site that gets you out there meeting PEOPLE not just men to date but you may find you learn to like one another first in person rather then backwards like online where so many people think they love the person emailing them before they've even set one-on-one time infront of one another.
You'll also meet women that like you want to be active while meeting other men and woman and hopefully making some friends while at it.
meetmarketadventures.com or
meetup.com
Two better sites for you (IMO)
First: Make your life more interesting and you will be more interesting to members of the opposite sex. What do you even talk to men about if you don't do anything for fun or you don't even have any female friends that you do things together with?
Work on becoming the best you that you can be and you're self-confidence will soar and then you'll be successful due to sheer carisma
Last edited by Wakeup; 01-01-14 at 09:51 AM.
“The willingness to accept responsibility for one’s own life is the source from which self-respect springs.” ~Joan Didion