Originally Posted by
mynameisheart
hello everyone,let me tell you my story, im a 16 years old male whos tall,not fat and doesnt look ugly and a well mannered man, girls always hated me for no reason even though i dont know them and they dont know me ex when im walking in the street i see them making fun of me, i never knew any girls except my cousin who used to love me before but i didnt love her back because her manners and the way she deals with people, this story happened 6 years ago,
someday before my quizes my mom told me that our neighboor has a daughter who is in the same grade as me so she invited her to study with us, at that time i didnt know here at all, so i said ok and i didnt care at all, as soon as she arrived and i saw her, my heart started to dance and i fell in love, but that wasnt the first time to see her, we studied alot together later and everytime i made her laugh so hard with my quotes and jokes, life went on untill we both finished our quizes,
the next day, she came with a bunch of other neighboors and her brother who it was the first time to meet him (by the way he is younger by one year) she wanted me to join them with street decoration, so i said yes, life went on and i knew her brother more and more,but on the other side she started to disappear from my life,
she was replaced by her brother, after 6 years, 6 long years i couldnt take it anymore i had to tell her i love her, unfortunately i couldnt meet her, as i could only see her only once per a year, so i was forced to send her a love message on facebook, i wrote probably the longest message in history of facebook, and i waited for a reply, and i recieved it, and it was just ( i dont think about relationships now, to me your just like my brother,we are only friends and i hope we will be just friends)
i sent her back saying is there going to be any hope in the future to be together, she said no, an then she blocked me, unfortunately i kept on questioning using other accounts,but at the end she said, i dont want you to send me any message again, and im sick and tired of you,then i didnt hear from her again but i used to see her when we met in the street,
i dont think i love her, i think i worship her, when i see her imagne my heart beats start to be so fast that someday when i went to a doctor for diagnoses he told me at some point if i keep reacting like that i will get a heart attack also when i see her my body temperature increases to about 39 c, and i cant be able to talk as my tounge freezes also my legs become shacky, i have never had any relation in my life, but help me please, i know someone would say get over it but i cant! thats not an option for me,everyday i swear to god i see her in my dreams, i love her SOOO much , please help me what should i do?