so here is the story ...
I am 19, he is 28 .. he is a famous Reggae singer from Algeria and I am from Jordan, google these countries if you don't know what or where they are! .. he had a concert here 3 months ago and i was volunteering there, this is how I met him. we didn't get the chance to spend much time together when he was here and NOTHING physical happened between us. just a couple of chats. but the attraction and chemistry between was incredible! ,, so .. he went back to his country and added me on facebook, we've been chatting and skyping almost everyday ever since. I think i can say that we are in a long distance relationship now. he tells me he loves me and I believe I love him too. in all honesty I love him too much!! it breaks my heart, but I also have my doubts a little ..
he is a busy guy, he is always with his band, they are working on their album and he only comes online after 12:00 AM , also, sometimes he ignores me and doesn't reply to my messages, and only talks to me when he likes to. and when we talk, we don't talk about anything serious, if he wants to say anything all he tells me is that he misses me and he wants to kiss me and cuddle with me and tells me how beautiful I am and how much he would like to be physically with me. i think it is sweet but it bothers me that this is the only thing we talk about. i broke up with him once because of this and I asked him not to talk to me again, he was really heartbroken and deactivated his facebook account for a week, after that he came back and talked to me, he apologized and was so sweet, he started asking me personal stuff and talking to me about good things, he really changed. gradually we got tender again and now we're back together. we've been good for a while and now he is starting to do it again, I don't know what to do .. I love him but I know I shouldn't get too attached concerning our situation. we haven't discussed us being in a relationship this is why I feel that he isn't committed, and he won't admit that he isn't committed. I see girls posting flirty comments on his posts and pictures on facebook, now I don't know if this is normal concerning he is a famous singer!!! I am just really confused .. he is the charming flirty type and I am afraid I am just one of the girls he picks up on his travels, he makes me feel different but I don't want to be fooled.
but it also makes me wonder .. why would he talk to me all the time and tell me he loves me if he really doesn't? I know he is not in it for sex, because he is not getting anything. we have never did sexting or skype sex, it is just pure love. he is the kind type also but I really don't know whether I am being paranoid or is he really playing with me like he does with many other girls. I see their comments all the time, they are hot girls who post hearts and kisses and tell him he is hot. I asked him about one girl once, and he told me that he had already deleted her comment because she is a slut and his friend was messing around with her .. I don't know ...
we are planning to meet in Lebanon this summer, he has a concert there and he asked me to come and see him. he said he'd pay for my ticket. does this sound like love to you? or does he just want to have sex with me? because we talked about that. we will have sex when we meet. what if he stops talking to me after i get back here? I don't know what to do .. I feel somewhat guilty for thinking like that about him he is a nice guy but I need a friendly advice.. what do you think? does he really love me? should I go to Lebanon? should I stop worrying and being too attached??