Guys i am having strange problem lately. The problem is about behavior that i have developed. I am little worried about myself so want to discuss it with you guys.
I am guy (age 23) never committed, never dated and nothing like that. But the case is different here. A colleague at workplace commented at my cuteness in front of a bunch of other colleagues (including guys). and she did so twice or thrice at different times. It was open message from her to me that she is interested. I was indifferent towards that girl and didn't get into something with her.
Moreover, 7 years ago, I felt so special about a girl (met on internet). Things didn't go well between us then and we were mere friends (not even friends). All these years, i have been dreaming of her to be mine.
Now after all these years, i had conversation with her. Soon she get too involved. My dream was coming true. She offered me her cell number. But once again i was feeling no special now for her. I was feeling her as my liability and decided not to continue. and didn't forward with her either.
Is it normal behavior of me ?
Some times i feel it's just behavior of me to conquer every girl in my way and really next moment I lose interest in them or the fear of losing them one day so not getting involved with them at very beginning. It's not intentional i can assure.
Moreover, i get worried when i think of what will happen of me in future. (and in case when i will get married, if this goes on. what will happen then) . i feel alright alone. That's what worries me.