I have depression and PTSD because I was assaulted. I am seeking therapy and have improved. Before I would cut and attempt suicide every week but now I have stopped. I think most of this was due to my emotionally abusive boy friend whom I have drifted away from.
Due to these problems I took a year off college and now FINALLY got a job. Problemis sometimes I feel scared. Everyone my age will be graduating soon while I am stuck working a retail job paying off loans and not ready to go back to school. Getting out of my house and agreeing to work was a big decision for me. It was a huge improvement after months of staying home.
I just hope I don't become some loser wo is nothing in life. I know I am smart I am capable of much more. It is just I am not ready and there is so much pressure for me togo back to school. What if I go back to school and become so overwhelmed and regress?
I am just confused nd scared. Do I begin looking into schools now? My dad keeps saying if it is not now than it is never. ((