ill keep this short. me and my EX had a very good 2 year relationship. im 29, shes 25. we were deeply in love. 2 months ago things got rocky. i was kind of a jerk a few times. long story short she dumped me and ran to another guys arms. he has more money a good career and i admit seems "cooler" than me overall.
as hurt as i was, i made the decision i want to win her back because i believe the breakup should not have happened. she has also admitted she still loves me and is unsure she made the right decision.
since the breakup we have hung out 6 times and just last week we even got a hotel room (her suggestion). she still acts in love with me. we have been kissing, cuddling, and holding hands again like high school sweethearts. (no sex since the breakup)
the bad thing is not once has she said out loud she wants to get back together. she sees me. we make out. then she goes back to her current BF and acts like it never happened. and a couple times she has even said things like "this is the choice i have made and i have to stick with it". she is not the skanky type and has never acted this way before. she was faithful to me in our past relationship.
im getting mixed signals and its starting to drive me nuts. when we hang out she still acts in love with me. yet she has pretty much told me like "shes made her decision". im confused. but i believe she is also confused. she has told me she misses me and loves me and sometimes cries when she thinks of me. but she has not once told me she wants to get back together.
i need some real opinions on what she is thinking. why does she seem so committed to her new BF and yet is already lying and cheating on him to be with me? why would she want to get a hotel room and not even have sex? does she want me back? and if she does want me back... how can i get her to finally admit it to herself, make that decision, and cut this nonsense out?
thanks.