Hi all. I was going out with this girl (like friends), for over two years now, before 6 months she tell me that she loved me, btw we was in the same class in high school, so i know this girl for more than 8 yrs. Anyway i felt she was the one for me long time before we started to go out. I mean, now, i really love her, i can describe with words how much, i feel like is better to die right now, than to live another second without her. i know this sound stupid but... i dont know how this happen. Anyway enough about my stupid fillings, lets talk about hers . When she told me that she loved me , she was 3 yrs in relationship with one guy from another city, she was seeing him 2 3 times a month so i guessed they relationship dont work and i thought this could work, she love me. I ask her to brake up with the other guy, she said no way, I told u this just so u know, i dont attend to brake up with him. At the beginning of this i just want to know does she really love me, so i start to read her facial expressions started to make distance, i even find another girl whey more beautiful than her (the beauty wasnt matter, i rly loved that grl) , she got maaad . she hack my fb profile she was calling me every hour, she started to go out alone just that she can see me with her, so i broke up with the girl and start to push her to broke up with her boyfriend, she said NO! I mean wtf , when someone said the name of the girl i was going out, her lip trembled it was like shes was going to start crying any moment... So this go on for like 2 more months, I see that she doesn't intend to broke up with him, and i said to her this between us is over, i cant take any more. She was crying for 3 days, it broke my ****ing heart, she said to me why always the good ppl in her live leave her... I felt for this (how stupid am I !!!), I told her that its ok that we could be friends and that i ll try to control my fillings. It was HELL!!! When she was with me she was melting i couldn't see her like that. So i know that this should end, I just want to know who is the crazy one in this stupid... Now she decide that she shouldnt go out with me, her friends got married and she walk alone across the city, sees her boyfriend one day at the month, in other words shes miserable. btw shes rly smart got all 10's at faculty her IQ is 130