Hello
This issue became a heavy burden on me, and I honestly believe I'll end up either insane or with a permanent psychological scar.
I met a very interesting girl in my college, actually she was so interesting she took over all my senses.
I get happy just from seeing her, she's the most amazing thing ever happened to life..she's so beautiful & so smart, and she casted her spell over me. But it was a one sided love..
After a year of mutual studying, I finally confronted her.. i told her that i love her, and that I care for her, she told me that everything will be the same ( i.e she doesn't have feelings for me).
I let it go, but I couldn't get over her.. then, one guy trash talked her -cursed her- behind her back, it was only me & him.. I fought with him.
Later on, she knew of the problem, but I don't know if she knew the reason behind it. She told me quit & started to defend the guy, I simply said to her : "this guy who you defend, just trashed talked you with the filthiest words & I fought him over that".
She called me a retard & stopped talking to me & him..
Please advice me over this..I don't know what to do. I can't let go of her & it's torturing me. I don't regret defending her, but why didn't she see it that way ? why did she put me in the same place as the harasser ??
i'm ready to hear anything..
thank you for reading.