I always seem to find men who treat me bad, I got an ex boyfriend who only calls when he wants sex from me and I gave in last time and I had to take Plan B One Step because of that ( I should of said NO but too late for that), and I have another guy who I dated but we weren't official and he gets mad when I do not want to talk to him on the phone or hangout. He calls my excuses "pitiful" and he then tells me I'm "lying". But I do not want to hangout because he treats me so bad. I have to give him $5 because apparently I lost a "bet" and he got mad at me yesterday telling me I was I had him waiting and I had to yell at him ( well not yell but let him know in text) that he can't argue with me because I am sick, which I was.
I'm sick and tired of dating and men all together. I know there are good men out there but I can't seem to find any of them. I feel like I am going to be like my neighbor who never married, had no children, but led a successful life as a nurse and now lives in her own home still and still can drive a car all safe and sound, no health problems and she is in her early 80s, even walks to CVS sometimes. I feel like that's going to be the life for me.... is that bad?