Sorry I am late posting this but I think you really need to work on your self esteem. You need to learn to be happy and confident on your own first or else you will keep placing your whole self worth on a mans love which is very unhealthy and destructive. A breakup shouldnt make you suicidal or make you feel like the world has come to an end. Life goes on hun and you need to be strong so you can handle all the other obstacles and BS life will throw at you.
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Stay away from men for now and work on loving yourself and learning what your worth. Realize you dont NEED a man-you just want one and you can handle it if he doesnt want you coz again life goes on
"Don't ask a question if you can't handle the answer".