Help!I dont know what to do

[idk123456]

I met a guy online on a game, slowly we fell in love and started a relationship online. We did skype many times, and chat and we both have our cellphone numbers. But after like 5 months i didnnt want to be with him, he got mad at everything i do. We fought almost everyday about silly stuff, but never broke up. I lied to him many times, i know it was wrong but i was just trying to leave him. Im such an horrible person...anyways, 3 days ago i finally broke up with him, he realized that i lied to him many times and he told me i destroyed him, we've been talking all this days about it i felt so bad about what i did and told him i was sorry and bla bla the point is that i realized i still love him because he told me that even though i dont want him, he will fight for me every second of his life and also he told me that he gave up many times but he wont give up on me, he loves me so much and im like" his jackpot" he cant live without me. I realized how ****ed up i was doing that to him, i love him so much but i just dont want to hurt him again, i dont know what to do..i just fail at everything i do, thats why i know someday i will hurt him again and i just dont want that to happen. But he stills want me! HELP! He lives very far from me 2 different countries, ive never met him in person and im 16 and he is 22... :/ What should i do??

[sowmia]

At 16, nothing you do is set in stone. You still have your whole life ahead of you. I've been there and faced the same things that you face.. Let go and if its meant to be, you'll find a way.

[michelle23]

You should stop talking to him, stop feeling guilty and move on with your life. He lives in a different country. Realistically you and he will never be together so stop wasting both your time and go find a real bf that lives locally.