Hey friends.
I know this may sound strange, maybe it does not but here we go.
I me this girl in the club the other day. We made out we had fun and I drove her home. We enjoyed it so much that we hanged out the next day. Some would say we were a couple but we agreed it was far to early to call it that. After that next day I asked her if she wanted to hang out again that day, she was I'll and told me to stay away, so I did. Later I got a text that said "I am sorry, but we cannot see each other any more. I have had something with one of my friends for some time and I thought that I was fine with it, but I wasn't. I felt like betting on two horses, when I should only bet on one. I'm sorry."
Since then things have been quite different. I am no longer as strong physically. I wander about for hours during the day, I am very tired, I have become ill for the first time since summer last year and I smell her parfume everywhere.
It is not the first FLASH relationship I have been in, nor the first close relationship, but I don't understand why this has such an effect on me, when the other relationships didn't.
Anyone having somebody to say would be nice cause I am completely lost as to why this has happined.
Thanks everyone
Jackson.