So I'm 19, pretty much 0 experience in dating. Recently since me and one of my guy friends have been hanging out lately i've been questioning my feelings towards him. For example, when we made out when drunk i thought i felt something, which is a first. Or how i really love his company because he does always make me laugh. Or how he's been occupying my thoughts but i'm still not sure how I feel. Or how the actual thought of him with someone else doesn't sit right with me. Anyway he asked me out, and part of me wanted to say yes and another part didn't want to ruin the friendship. I said yes but i think it came out hesitant. Anyway he hasn't contacted me in three days. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO! Can somebody please give me advice? Should i just forget about it and maintain a great friendship? Or should i take a shot at this and message him and organise something? OR WHAT? We've been talking as usual online but he's made no mention of that night, so i don't know!
And i still don't know how i feel. That entire night I did want to kiss him. but the thought of actually dating terrifies me, especially cause of my lack of experience. But i really love hanging out with him. Basically i don't know how i feel towards him cause i can't sort out my feelings, i feel bad cause he probably thinks i said yes out of pity, (even though i messaged him over fb saying that i was interested), or maybe he's just lost interest altogether and never really cared in the first place.