I don't think I elaborated enough on the issue. It wasn't just a 5 min conversation with a stranger. I met this girl about 3 months ago through our mutual friends. At first, like I said earlier, it was just this intense physical attraction. Which I have been attracted to other women before while in relationships but it was never as strong as this one. I just ignored it though. Since she's super close to one of my friends from high school we've been around each other a lot, I was finding myself even more into her. It was just this last time when I went camping for my friend's birthday and with her being there I kinda started noticing it was a lot more than just a little "crush", ya know?
Now, I don't think it's an ego thing. I'm pretty confident in who. I am use to getting attention but I'm not one of those guys who seeks it out or needs it from every girl in the room. I think smackie9 kinda nailed it on the head as far as the whole reason I even posted on here in the first place. It wasn't really because I was suddenly obsessed with a new person but the fact that this person made me start thinking that maybe I wasn't being fulfilled in my current relationship.
I know that I love her but I don't know if I'm in love with her anymore. If that makes sense. And then again it could be like Michelle said earlier about the stage we are in our relationship. Maybe I'm not use to these muted feelings? Maybe I just miss the butterflies and the excitement I use to get when we would be together. Idk man. I'm just confused as hell.