I thought smackie was being humorous and trying to make me feel better...gosh people take things seriously. I'm pretty sure he was into me...he initiated pretty much everything except the sex. He initiated conversation first, first kiss,
held my hand in public. (I HATE pda and avoid it in any form until I'm 100% comfortable with the person...which takes a long time for me). Yes, I initiated the actual act of sex, but not everything up until that point. I'm sure I came off too strong in that arena (I hadn't had sex in a year, by choice, and was pretty drunk. Probably embarrassed myself a little. Or a lot).
****, I think I'm the messed up one here.
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And come to think of it, he initiated the second time now that I think of it!!
Please spare the comments about the drunk sex and not even being totally comfortable with him. I know I know. Stupid choices, but I'm at a weird area in my life that's mixed with complete vulnerability and complete freedom.
I think experience is the best lesson I could have taken. Lesson duly noted.
Jesus Christ! Would women please stop over over analyzing the simplest of things
Hahahaha point taken