@chinagirl: Thank you for the advice. She knows I love her and I'd probably wait for her as long as she wanted me to but you're right..it would be a waste of my time. And the funny thing is if I was on the outside looking in and giving advice to someone who was going through what I'm going through now, I'd tell them to end it. That it wasn't fair to them. But it's different when it's you, you know?
I'm gunna be straight with her the next time we talk tho and tell her she can't leave me waiting for her forever. If she wants to make things work then I'm there 150%. If not then she needs to let me go.
@so..umhey: Rock climbing was great. Good way to relieve stress. If I had time to do it everyday I would. Here's an epic picture captured by my friend Bianca of me being a badass zen master and my brother crawling down the mountains on his ass haha