But I like movies, lol? But yours makes much more sense, I don't watch horror movies or anything late just movies that relax are funny so I settle right into a decent sleep after. Do you take DR prescribed sleep pills or over the counter ones like tylenol makes? I imagine you can't have too high of a dosage on the sleeping pills either or you'd miss start of work because you wouldn't even wake up to your alarm it would have you out cold. How did you **** up your life in years that you felt you needed to be on your meds for years, if too personal don't need to reply. I assume your depression got pretty bad way mine did and is.
I never plan my meals I cook or roomie cooks and we only ever make enough for us to eat at dinner..never have any to pack in containers for lunch next day or even dinner next night and then we don't wanna cook next day so we go to McDs and buy salads and her a burger me a chicken burger :p Although my mom sister and aunts bring us food over as does her mom. Big pasta meals tho.
Do you premake most of your dinners and lunches? Is it beef chicken or pasta you make? Lots of veggies? I eat lots of salads and pasta I don't eat much pork or beef. Plenty of chicken and fish tho. I make green drinks and juices too for breakfast and take one a day mult vitamin pills. OMG can you eat 5-6 meals a day? I am lucky to eat my 3 meals a day and maybe a coffee and treat.
Lots of great advice again thank you, pcmaster *hugs*
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I think you were on at some point when I logged on and then you must have caught your and puppies flight to Cali... Hope you have a nice July 4th with your family...I'll be at my uncles( huge pool july 4th party) and parents next few days and then with friends be in the pool most of the time.
Haha she puts the halts to your coolness in front of girls you like, lol..that's cute of her you think she does it too keep you grounded and not get too big headed or she just doesn't think or realize she is doing it :p Hahahaha singing Cher did you sign Turn Back Time which song gotta know lol. Did you dress up in your moms heels? Oh ho. Get you starring in Rocky Horror Picture Show. My nanny always comments on my body and clothes I wear embarrassing in its own way and she makes me clothes and insists I wear them.
I've never been to a big timers party, Might be nice to experience once or so... I like to go places I feel comfortable and can be myself at not pretend to be better than I am...but if people have the money to spend and want to go that way is okay but hope they give to charity too...not just blow 1000s on cool parties. Any stories of people you met at parties that said something that turned you right off them because of how stuck up they were with you or others with you? I like to go play pool never played darts, worry I'm be drinking and stab someone with a dart lol. Small pubs are great for socializing you cannot talk at dance clubs music is too loud and places are jammed pack. I think big dance clubs are best for NYE tho.
Yay great news on getting your business idea going... wish you all the best and hope you all can make it happen and it becomes a success. You paint? Could you ever make a thread and show some art work on here? I'd love to see your paintings how much do you usually price them at? Have you ever shown in a gallery if not would you want too? Must get tiring going back and forth from NY to LA or do you love all the travel? Do you usually take the dogs like you are this trip?
Yes On MDLNY it is all male realtors they feature..3 of them. It shows their staff and associates too and some are females. It's on Bravo probably why its so dramatic same channel as all the Real Housewife shows haha They also have a LA show too, different realtors and started a Miami one... I don't watch those. You can watch all of it online if you want.
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I think today to Tuesday will be good for me, no stress only fun sun sports drinking great food celebrations with family and friends. No work no worrying, and ex isn't going to be in town either, his sister said so I don't need to worry running into him and feeling sick allover again. You are right once it warmed up it did help but work got stressy and then stuff with ex love life and depression and BAM! got right back into that deep dark hole. I hope I went through the worse recently and never have to revisit that kind of misery, sorrow and pain anytime soon. I always felt I was strong and hits hard when you realize you are emotionally weaker than you thought. I love reading outside, I always take a book to work, just incase I grab something quick and go sit somewhere and eat and read.
Nico said he swears it was on his forward but he cannot recall I don't doubt she did I wonder why all got wiped inside my box tho.
Have a wonderful 4th of July with your friends and family.