So here's the story (kind of long)....For well over a year I've had a crush on this girl, probably since about may 2013 if I had to guess a starting point. I also work with her sister, and since I developed these feeling for Briana we would always talk about it at work how I should ask her out. I was always too nervous to actually do it, I just figured I'd get rejected, she's just soo pretty and out of my league. Finally at the beginning of August I did it and asked her on a date, which she actually said yes! I can't describe the feeling I got when she said yes, and when the actual date happened it was just amazing, almost perfect, and ended with a kiss goodnight. It was a dream come true for me, she was even more amazing than I could ever imagine. For the next few weeks we went on dates, hung out and I started to feel like a connection was developing and I loved every second I spent with her. Well one day we were supposed to see each other and she said she couldn't, she had feelings for ex still and didn't want to hurt me. I gave it a few days and talked to her, we got on the same page and agreed to see each other again. We saw each other and everything went amazing, I felt so happy and really thought me and her connected, it just felt right.
A few days later (last Saturday) she told me she didn't feel a connection and she didn't think we should see each other again. I tried to reason with her it would just take more time and it would be she was definite on this decision. This has been really rough. She was more amazing than I ever dreamt her to be, and it was like I got a taste of something so perfect but then it was taken way from me. My dream come true was over. It's been 9 days and the hurt is still there. I tried to turn around and go on a date with someone new but I had to end it early I was just thinking about her. I know time will heal but right now I'm just feeling really dejected and down. My stomach drops every post of hers on social media I see, and when I see her sister at work because they look very similar. I just don't know what to do....