Well, it happens... Previously I asked should I tell my feelings to my 3 year crush who has been in her second relationship for about two weeks now.
We have known each others for that 3 years, and we were both 14 back then, and she was very shy and all, and I was pretty much the first guy who actually chatted with her more or less regularly. After 2012 summer we stopped talking for a few months, until back in fall we talked more than never before, but then in January of 2013 she went to a 10 month long relationship and we talked a lot less. Then in fall, again, she broke up and we started chatting again, and now we have talked quite a lot this whole year when I finally got a new phone and Whatsapp.
Well, last Wednesday I took some LSD and it hit me right when I was talking to her, and I admitted my love to her very melodramatically partly by accident. Next two days it was really awkward in school, she made no eye contact or anything. Then at Friday night, I sent her a message, and it was very awkward again. I said that we must talk, and she was like "as you wish" and it was very annoying and awkward, because I found nothing to say and she didn't say anything either. Then I simply said that it's not like we can just ignore what happened on Wednesday, and she replied that "I guess so, but you really weren't on LSD, were you?". I said I was and she went totally out of her mind, I've never seen her being as angry. She said that what if something had happened to me and she knew about my little experiment, and she also said she will never talk to me anymore if I'm lying that I used LSD. She was very worried about me and then I finally managed to calm her down. Then we talked about all kinds of things, and we both agreed this was exceptionally nice conversation, unlike usually when we just talk useless bullshit :D We didn't talk a word about my little confession though.
What do you think she now thinks about me? I think she kind of feels sorry for me, and is also kind of like "awww" and wanted to somehow show that she cares about me even though she has a boyfriend.