okay partially i want comments/encouragement from other people but a lot of it is to get my feelings out, which is why in this post i won't worry about punc. or caps.
okay, so here's the thing. you all know we've been having phone sex a lot and moving forward with each other fairly rapidly.. and so things just led to another, next thing ya know, we're both ready for sex.
and so this is what happened to be.. i like 2 days ago.. no yesterday.. can't remember right now but it was probably yesterday. i was at work and the sun was REALLY bright, and i just got sooooo drowzy and i fell asleep on the counter. here is my dream:
We both had sex. We had sex really long and hard. Then, I received the life-changing news of her pregnancy. I felt devastated.
Nothing could ever bring my happy, funny personality back to life. Constantly feeling depressed, from that day forward I kept looking at the ground as I walked. It was unbearable.
Her parents had not taken it well at ALL. They are already over-protective. She isn't allowed over at my house, she wasn't allowed to call me until recently, not allowed on the phone past 9, not allowed to be with me after school, not allowed to be unsupervised, not allowed to be....
And that was one of the last times I had seen her again.
Her parents had totally cut off all communication between us, had made sure we wouldn't be able to see each other again.
So, the love of my life is gone, as well as 10% of my paycheck. Now, I have to work harder to pay for my cell phone, and all the rest of the things in order.
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I can't see MY baby! MY child is gone! Why?! WHY?!?!
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Jordyn.. the girl I love.. who used to fall asleep next to me by listening to my heartbeat.. she's gone...forever......
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No! I'm grounded...shit.
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These emotions..unbearable..please free me..if there is a God, please help me..
Oh, shit.. I'm awake and I just noticed something.Originally Posted by Boss@Work
If I **** her.. that will become a dream come true. I have condoms, I'm sure I can get her on the pill.. I can do both.. but I am SO scared!
If you were me, what would you do?!?!?! Would it just solve everything to pull it out before I come? Oh yeah, not to mention, I have to 3 books for a World History AP class and a Pre-AP English, as well as attend a court date in about a week and half..
Gotta love that stress, don't ya boys?