I. Hate. You. ( sick to hate what you once loved) and I was feeling okay since I assumed I knew who you were dating and they were a similar age and looked nothing like me but you aren't dating them according to a friend of a guy who is dating this girl so...god knows who you are dating probably 20 in rotation since you didn't want a real relationship and love. Also rumor has it you lost your job I wonder if rumors are right, you gave all your time to that job and I never got why because obviously didn't appreciate your effort and you tried hard last spring to get away from it 40 apps sent out ..no takers. I still wonder if inappropriate things happened at your job last May...I'll never know. I just want someone RIGHT for me. Something so little to want and so hard to achieve.
“If you worry about what might be, and wonder what might have been, you will ignore what is.”