uhm...*raise hand quitely - can you sum up why do you hate girls? it's 13 pages and i'm lazy to read all your posts?
If you could give me something to work on, i might find a solution for you. it isnt a good thing to dislike a whole gender, people are different
I dislike most guys as well: barbaric, some lies and in order try to get girls and wont stay with her for long. When a guy comes into my life, i curse them for coming in to mylife and mess up everything but i'm trying to fix it. The feeling of hating people is like bad food in your stomach. You have to get it out for your own good
keep it simple
Self-esteem isn't bragging about how great you are. It's more like quietly knowing that you're worth a lot (priceless, in fact!). It's not about thinking you're perfect — because nobody is — but knowing that you're worthy of being loved and accepted.
"Me, I try to send this note
float it like a paper boat
But paper sinks
and words are weak
i try, but i cant speak"