Thanks for fast response Jester. Well, it doesn't really hurt cause we didn't go from lovely dovely one day to complete strangers in next day. The breakup did happen in a long time period, longer than a month when she eventually started to withdraw. You know girls leave emotionally before they leave physically. She was still letting me touch her but she just wasn't there. I remember only one single time when it was really on when touches were mutual.
So yeah man, feeling pretty chill. Besides I'm never truly alone. Sometimes have good people around and then I have discovered bible now and enjoy reading it. Also a few days ago visited IMVU after a year-long break. And one girl wanted to be my GF right away there. Not looking for anything now so agreed to be just friends and invited her to messenger so at least have someone to chat with now. She's American so that means I can write all kinds of shit and its okay.
You right this girl really helped me grow and was good to me in general. Most awesome thing is that she saw potential in me that I always wanted for girls to see in me. Life changed for better. But to a point. At some point. Like I always think if your confidence goes up with a girl then she is good for you but if it goes down then you are better without her. So that point got reached too and confidence started to go down. But now I feel free and confident. Living free life now. But you know how it is for guys. First weeks are the easiest. Still, have love in my heart but when that love eventually leaves think that's when the pain will follow.
Last edited by pcmaster; 12-04-18 at 09:20 PM.
Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will